Dear Blessed Lord Jesus, good morning. I love You, thank You, praise You and give You all the honor and glory for this new day to really live. I so love how You let me be me. My husband does to but there is that 1 percent I can’t be. But, that is alright. I do the same thing to him. That is when we come together and work together. That is when I need to wait on Your timing. Sometimes I feel no one really understands why I am me. I run ahead sometimes thinking I have to learn, I have to get it done. I don’t want to ever be locked in a room all by myself and feel like I can’t do nothing. It is the worse feeling in the world. I know there is nothing that can satisfy. I do know that I can be a light to this hurting world. That is all I ask is to be your light. No fame, fortune or anything can satisfy me. I just move on and do what I can. How funny I feel normal till I hear my outside voice. I only cry cause it stops me in a sense of being me. But my outside voice is not going to stop me as long as I have this walk, talk and the know how to get the job done in righteousness. This phone will not stop me from being me. Just saying. No person who wants to blame me for their pitiful down falls are not going to stop me from keep on keeping on. They may be stopping their self. But that is their choice. I am sorry If I am being selfish. This morning I am moving on and these tears are going to be gone in the trash lol! No one is going to blame me for their life and live under the same roof with me. I don’t feel guilty they are doing this to themselves. But, I am not going to let them live here anymore. It is time they move out and find their own room they can lock themselves in and pay for it themselves. Just saying. These are mad tears and they are not sinning they are cleaning up my soul. {and suddenly there came a great earthquake, so that the foundations of the prison house were shaken; and immediately all the doors were opened and everyone’s chains were unfastened. Acts 16:26} . Father God, I look at the healing, blessings and life You, have given me and I don’t deserve it. But I do know where prayer is there has to be action. There is a schedule of order to Godly stuff when I let Your priorities guide my journey, blessings build beyond blessings and this includes all those You place in my life. That is what intrigues me and how I see healing and blessings in others life and how You have taken them from a pit into Your love and blessings. Keep guiding them. Those who don’t see your road or guidance. Guide others who will be a light in their life. I am so believing in Your wonder works in others lives today, I believe for this every single day. Whether they know it or not.  I myself can not be certain people s savior. They need to look to You from now on.  I just want to be there for those who truly need me not those who don’t. I know I talk to much. LOL!{From the fullness of His grace we have all received one blessing after another. John 1:16} I really thank You and give You all the glory for what You are going to do in others lives today, healing and blessings! Healing and blessings I am believing this. and everyday in Jesus Precious Name. Amen.